A prayer for "She and He"

Lord I feel my heart beats very strong and I have complete control over it.
My heart throbs with love for souls that are lost, to a woman also, I feel like a useless failure at the time when, from that moment there is a pain in my heart and a grudge against me, you forgive other people, but as for me I can not forgive myself.
My ego went up, my heart was lifted up, the pride in my abundant until one day everything, absolutely everything fell beyond the floor, crying my heart, I thought it would be better off dead, I thought my life was meaningless and there was more pain when I spend something like you, a disciple betray thee, my friend and I seek refuge in music.

Wandering in the street crazy earth swallow me up for four days like a living dead, but an annoyance I had with my mother helped me a bit, dam me in my room and shut the door, I began to mourn the tears that choked my heart, my pain was gone, my sorrows were temporarily.
I love the Lord as never love another person, many times I thought I had forgotten, but it was not, she had been nail in my heart.
I had written twenty songs to it.
Once I heard his voice from the kitchen calling me, I went to see if she was, but there was nobody immediately thought niciquiera she does not know where I live and I was going crazy.
Three stars each night I looked he had put a name to each one and two it made fun of me.
Lord help me to deal with this I feel, I think did not deserve this, I thought she was my comfort, but I was wrong. Once I sent a letter the same day she replied with another, my heart was glad and sent me a letter before reading cry like a child, as ever, but those tears came from my heart with joy and saw she commanded me to say that I wanted and wrote inside a heart "She and He" and your phone number that day my heart is glad more than ever, but that one day we find love one day was lost and even the sun today do not find it.
Once we are in mega shopping and the desire to be with us but he was killed with her ​​godmother and her cousin and I with some friends we only spent a few greetings and since then did not smile since she is not.
I can only several pieces of paper with his picture, his name in memory, with the songs he once wrote, with the famous phrase "She and Him."

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