Hello, I do not know where to start. I want to be happy, no matter how, if it is not me or if it does not matter to me, I want you happy as you want. Afraid that I have found you not fear me all the harm we have done, I want my home to you your second home.
Since I know that fear is for me I tell you that I'm going to see a psychologist to get your love and do something important for both. I'm in the second session, I see her every week and will continue for a long time to stay with you. I want you to feel calm, I found the forgiveness needed to move forward. Psychologist for me is like the cult, or something, you know I do not believe in God like you.

With it I'm defining things that have to do with the rest of my life, so I would like to answer me if you would like to talk to me one day and a coffee. I can not see nothing wrong with coffee. If you do not want, I'd like you to answer please, you know how important your words to me, especially when I love someone like you.
We are working with the psychologist that I should be more relaxed against the pressure, I'd take less. I do not drink much, but less would be better. Do you remember that I was very ill at the home of Alfonso? Well, there are other things I'm defining, but I need to talk to you. Would you like to have something with me? It is important that I say, even if the answer is no, because it involves the role that I will develop with you.
It took several weeks living without you is important to me what you decide or have already decided. I will take a while for me, that does not mean you do not speak, means that I'll be a little away.
I never wanted to hurt you, I despaired and fell. Please know as the Samaritan takes the wounded man to walk the road, you have the gift of healing, remember? Tell me, give me your voice, I apologize for that horrible weeks of January, keep in mind that you never got hurt on another occasion, we wanted to sincerely believe that I could stop all this hurt and give time for us to think calmly.
If you no longer want anything to me about not going to change anything, change me if I will do much good. I already forgave you for everything you did and I hurt. We can talk about it if you want. The only thing I wish is happiness. Thank you for loving me and my love was not right, I always put my heart into everything you say. No need to return anything because everything I gave you, stuffed animals, flowers and memories you gave them with love. When I said that I back everything I said with anger and regret it very much because I'll follow you ... Well, you know, the word that begins with "a".
I will tell you otherwise. You are to me like a darkness too full of stars, are the starry sky I dream of a summer night. I hope this has given you peace of mind.
I wait patiently for your answer.

Love letter sent by Martha Inés